A while ago, I asked husband-san to describe himself. He said his friends say he looks Korean, because he's white maybe. (?) and his teacher says he looks American. But he is actually a Chinese. He said he doesn't look like any of it.
 
  We've been spending 2 weeks since we chatted. He's fun to chat with, and somewhat sensitive. I like him. But I don't know he likes me or not.. Maybe he likes me. As a friend, though.

  Yesterday was the 13th time we chatted. On the 13th day, he asked me to wait 8 hours for him to download his bought Steam games. But.. In the end, I waited and waited.. I thought he's gonna message me like the usual he does. But I know he's been busy with his Steam Summer Sale problems; he even apologize to me in my public Facebook status. He does it 3 times. I haven't even said "sorry accepted" or "it's okay to him". I don't want to disturb him as he seems busy.

     And now that my mom hides my note (the one I'm writing with, and I messaged him on his Facebook) it's on the 13th day. Guess what? I chatted him "Hey, husband-san. I don't know where I put my note." and then after an hour I'm waiting, I'm hoping for a better reply (actually). And what I got is: "I ping you already. Goodbye". What? I started crying a little bit. I wrote a status like "My life is sad enough, and you make it sadder." that's where he apologizes to me like, 3 times. The status was actually for him, but I won't admit as I started to get angry with him. Because I'm already in a bad mood, so he did make me in the worse mood! Hella.

    And the next day (today) he changed his display picture 1 time, but he doesn't seem to chat me (even though he saw me active) maybe because the last ping he's doing? And I'm not replying it? I dunno.

   Anyway, he's going to Malaysia on this Wednesday to meet his family there. That means I won't chat him for A WEEK!? Seriously... I'll miss him so much then. But then I tell the story about him going to Malay to my friend, she says that if you miss someone (she has a boyfriend to begin with) you'll burst out of love. IF you miss someone and burst it out.. Feels good ;)   And how do I met with him? He added me on Facebook. He even writes on my wall: "Thanks for accepting my friend request ;)" at that time, I thought he's a nice guy! So I acted like the way I am with strangers on Facebook. It feels awkward though, but I know it's love, from the beginning? I asked him where did he get my account from. He said he added me because I liked one of his comment. Aww, soo cute! Adding a friend by someone who likes your comment? ;)

     I remembered something that night, I have a male friend, he talks full English too like he did, but he's 25 years old and has been taken! So at that time, I thought he's similar to that older male friend.. And I just ask it straight to him. "hey, how old are you?" it says "is writing a message..." on BBM. I was nervous, I actually thought he was more than 20 years old. And then he answers "16. On the way 17." ah! I feel relieved that time.

    On some great day with him chatting with me, I browse over my Facebook timeline to see what's happening/trending today. But I saw a childhood friend uploaded some pictures. I knew he has BBM pin, but I have no courage to add him and afraid he won't remember me. And I just copy my BBM pin, pasted it and posted it as a status on Facebook. Guess what!? J-san added me on BBM! Whoa, he's like a first love to me :) and I hope him to remember about me.. After a few minutes, I chatted J-san for the first time (he uses full English too.) "hey, childhood friend." J-san: "Angel? We ever knew each other? ._." what? I'm not really shocked though, he hasn't socialize with me for over than 5 years. At that time, I don't know my husband-san doesn't like chat logs. So I just send him my childhood-romance reunion-themed chat to him. But he just replies with a "K"... :(

 I asked him straight why would he replies only K when I'm tired of typing. He said.. Because it was uninteresting?! What? How could the chat of another person be uninteresting? He says he doesn't like the chat logs of me and other people. And that people is J-san I guess? I asked him "other people or other men?" he said it's other people. I was hoping him to be jealous, though. But he wasn't :(. Or was he too shy to admit? I don't know!

Will update this diary. ~to be continued~
---UPDATE JUNE 24TH 2014---

And so, when I thought he was angry, actually he wasn't! I texted him "Husband-san" at 21:04 yesterday night. And it must be coincidence when he's not asleep yet at 2am, and when I don't too! Well, he was only answering "Yes?", but I felt very happy, I even smiled more than 10 mins.. oh my God. So unexpected.

If you're curious about the chat, here it is (I'm numbering them):

Angel: Husband-san (21:04) 1
S: Yes? (01:52) 2
A: WUT 3
A: You're not asleep? 4
S: Not yet.. 5
S: You too, not going to sleep? 6
S: Sorry, I'm downloading. Pending 7
A: Still downloading.. -_- 8
A: Nah. Tomorrow is the last day we chat huh.. 9
S: Slow internet tho. That's why I'm still downloading 10
S: Dunno. 11
A: I chatted because I miss. Always like that lol. 12
S: O RLY? 13
S: I miss, but I don't chat 14
A: How can you stand it 15
S: It's normal. 16
A: I don't really chat people when I miss tho 17
A: Still download.. how lame 18
S: Hem.. 19
S: Must download 9.2gb + 6.6gb 20
S: And more to come 21
A: -_- how many have you downloaded? 22
S: More than 10 (counted from the first time I own steam) 23
S: I got 113+ game tho 24
A: Steam/*censor his URL* :'D 25
S: Yep 26
A: I do read about your Pinterest, soundcloud, steam, twitter... xD 27
S: Soundcloud? I forgot.. 28
S: I use it to listen to others tho 29
A: You don't sing though 30
S: Why should I? Haha xD 31
A: FREAK COCKROACH NEAR MY HEADPHONE 32
S: Throw away your headphone 33
A: You should. I want to listen.. 34
A: No it's actually near me 35
S: Throw yourself away 36
A: I use headphone so it won't cone into my ear 37
A: ;__; 38
S: XD 39
S: U willing to help me? 40
A: Help about..? 41

And the chat flows.. he was asking for me to help about his Steam game. How cute <3

S: Help me. K? 42
A: I'll do anything~~ #plak 43
S: Err.. Okay.. 44
S: Get to sleep, help me later 45
S: Cya :) 46
S: Night :* 47
A: You going sleep? 48
A: Sixth ♡ (this is where I got six kisses) 49
S: I'm afraid, yes. 50
S: Bye 51
A: Ah wake me up tomorrow 52
S: I'll try 53
A: Good morning kiss? :c 54
A: Lol k nvm 55

And in the end, I slept at 2:53 imagining how happy I am. Insane, right!?

And he's going to Malaysia tomorrow. Yes, June 25th. It was me who's missing him so much. I told about him for exact 3 friends. They're calling me exaggerating. Why? Because I just haven't chatted for a day and I already missed him.. he does too, right?! (Check the chat on number 12-14). My favorite part was on number 47, though! ♡ kisses from him were priceless.

Will update this diary. ~to be continued~

..I LOVE him so much. Even though we just met. I hope you don't see this, *censor*-san.